citisize this please, im experimenting my "true will" is to be moved by my interpretation of meaning, rather than an event. free will may be an illusion but my true will is to find the perspective that empowers me. your worst fears come true and next.... you need to thrive. Its in the perspective. Sometimes you will not have money or power or friends to get you to that mental place. You might not have the use of your limbs or sight but the show will go on. Don't watch your inner turmoil, but turn your gaze to what is waiting self actualization is not in the victory, self actualization is porportional to the self transcendance